i'm feeling so stressed!!!!!!argggh!!!!

as my blog says, i'm feeling really stressed n tensed up rite now. whoever who said dat study is easy is talking bullshit man! neva ever said dat studying is easy! Bullshit! Bullshit! total BULLSHIT!!! my german is getting worse day by day. yeah i noe it's supposed to b da other way around, but wat can i say..... it just happened! sigh.........at time like tis, u wonder dat ur home is da nicest place to b....... i think i learned dat we need to appreciate wat we hv now rather than talking bout wat r u going to b o have later in our lives. either way, i'm worrying bout my future, everybody said, yeah easy, u can do it wan... but u c...it's not dat easy to do it! it's easy to say dat i can do it, but not easy to make those words come true....sigh.... our class everday is packed, 830am to 330 pm with 2 15min reak n a 30mins break in between is not enuf, not when u r not keen to enter da class n face da teachers...yeah it's actually not as bad as it sounds, but there's some truth behind it....like one of da physics teacher need 45 mins to explained a somewhat simple electroscope phenomenon, n how a german teacher can talk, walk, teach n give hw so fast dat i cant catch up! sigh.... nevermind..... it's life.... there's obstacles along da way, n tis is just one of it...u need to find a way to overcome it, walk through it, walk around it, turn to frens' help, o etc, u still hv to do it, but simply avoid it n runaway fr it is absolutely not da answer to it. ok dat's all
i'm beginning to think dat i wrote too much ady....

YC